Progress, not perfection, I feel like such a fraud.

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Feb 25, 2012

I feel like such a fraud.

I’m getting lovely messages saying how well I’ve done in the past, and how lovely and positive my blog is. And yet at the moment I just hate myself. I’m very nearly back at my highest weight, and my motivation’s just gone. I know how to lose weight, I know how to exercise properly - I’ve done it all before, and it worked. But for some reason, no matter how hard I intend to try, I just give in, and I keep getting bigger.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m sorry to those of you who think my blog’s always positive, I’m just trying to be honest for once. I just want to stop hating myself.

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skinny-forthewin said: I’m the exact same way.
fitandinplaid said: It’s hard once you get in the negative mode to eat right and exercise. It kind of consumes u to the point u even like it and sabatoge yourself. Spend a day focusing on the great in life, things u want to do. U only get one life! Live it:)
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culturedcurves said: Maybe there’s something in your life that’s bothering you. If so try dealing with that, clear you hair and then start your weight loss journey!
carefree-souls said: No one is perfect. Don’t think about pressure or anything. If you are happy being a little chubby, then so be it. If you are happy being fit, then work for it xx
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Evelyn. 19 years old. Vegan. UK. Music student =)

Height: 6'
HW: 190ish
LW: 148
SW: 185

CW: 185 (14/04/12)
GW1: 180
GW2: 175
GW3: 170
GW4: 165
GW5: 150
GW6: 145
GW7: 140
UGW: 135

Hey =)

Just adding a little bit here, basically since I came to university I've gained back most of the weight I lost. I need to get back into my routine and eat better. I'm definitely motivated by the fact that I've been spending way too much on food as well, and I plan to save for nice new clothes =)

So I consider myself sort of a 'fitspo' blog. I have no desire to be unhealthily 'skinny,' I'm just trying to get fitter, healthier and happier with myself. I tend to reblog anything I find motivational, or just think is too cute not to. I try not to post anything I think promotes unhealthy weight loss/goals, although I might if I like the clothes or something. Hopefully there's nothing triggering on here though.

Now I'm done with exams I'm hoping for a few more personal posts as well. If you fancy a chat, just say hi in my ask. I'm very friendly, promise! =)

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